As my graduation and 18th birthday rapidly approaches,I often fin myself reminsing about my childhood. It can be childhood memories that makes me smile such as a show that I use to watch. For instance Bobby's World, Sister Sister, or Moesha. In fact I still watch the re-runs on various channels. Or maybe some toys I use to adore. Like my cabbage patch dolls or pokemon cards. Last but, not least the music from my childhood.I use to love dancing in the mirror while singing into my hairbrush. Listening to some of my favorite artist. They were Aaliyah. IMX, Tlc. Biggie, 702 and Blaque. They were the greatest. It felt like they made a particular song for you and you only. Even at the age that I am, I have to admit that I am quite fond of thes thing. But for some crazy reason I still find enjoyment in these items.
At this point in my life, I have to question where I am in my life. Am I girl or am I woman? Am I girl simply because I miss my youth and because I miss my childhood possessions. And now at the age of 17, sometimes and I'm not afraid to admit it, I go back to a childlike stat wheather it be crying or a sense of fear,Yes I still do those things.Or am I woman because I have a job,responsibilities your normal seventeen-year old won't have and more mature than the average 17 year old. I can have a sophisticated conversation with an adult, and talk to my peers using slang, without confussing the two.
I am focused,smart,and my head is onstong.So no I'm not a girl and I'm not yet a woman.But what I am is a young lady simply trying to find her way in the world call LIFE.
