Alright... I'm not sure where to start. So I'm just going to start anywhere.
You know that moment you feel yourself fall in love? I felt it yesterday. It's such an amazing but terrifying feeling. it's amazing in the fact that you feel it with your whole body. You see this person and the world gets so much brighter (wow... Cliche) and this huge, dorky smile comes across your face. You heart starts racing when they walk through the door. This whole surge of emotion and energy goes through your body and you... you just know.
Honestly, I didn't feel this with my boyfriend for a while. I didn't feel that spark... and I was starting to get worried. I loved him and I knew that much of it... but I didn't see it going anywhere. Until yesterday. I felt myself falling down and I couldn't and didn't stop.
The scary part of that feeling is you're giving that person your everything. You cross that fine line between giving them the power to hurt you and giving them the power to break you. But that's just how you know... When you trust them enough to give them that immense power over you but know they won't.
When you find someone in this world that loves you for who you are, not for your body, money, or materialistic things, you have a person who is one in a million. Hold on to them. To love and be loved in return is the greatest gift you can ever receive. It's so precious and so rare in the society that we live in now. Follow your heart and nothing else. It's the only thing that won't lie to you.
Falling in Love
By ohmyitspeanut - Posted on February 12th, 2008
I totally know what that feels like. Love can be greatful and love can be tearful. But I know that in the end you happy with it. I mean, If that person ends up breaking your heart, Yeah...it does suck. but I also know from experience that you grow from that. You grow from the hurt in you heart to feeling that it doesn't matter anymore. It's a really hard thing to do. It took me over a year and a half to get over my ex. And til this day I don't feel anything for her anymore..
cherish the love you have. Because god doesn't guarantee that it will stay with you. He didn't with me.
Krystella, 17 years old.
shortstella@gmail.com
You're totally right... and that is what has kept me holding on through all the hardships in my life. The thought of there being something better out there for me and knowing that I'll learn and grow stronger from this experience makes me feel better.
That's a good thing to hold on to. Some people don't even want that. I guess teens nowadays only want to have sex, get pregnant, and leave the dad. I dunno. But I like your attitude towards love.
Krystella, 17 years old.
shortstella@gmail.com
and don't let anyone tell you other wise.
Krystella, 17 years old.
shortstella@gmail.com
Same to you. Don't ever let the people get to you and don't give in. There's always someone out there that appreciates you and there's just something that's better altogether.(:
That's great advice. Thanks.
Krystella, 17 years old.
shortstella@gmail.com