Man this whole college thing puts so much pressure on me. Yet i know I have to get things done and I seem to continue procrastinating. I need to get my act together but there are so many other things that are distracting me and holding me back. I am just trying to figure things all out. Work and still being in high school does not make it any easier. I am almost thinking about taking a semester off. That way I can maybe prepare myself for school. I guess also because I would like to get my own money but with a full-time job. I have a lot of things that I want to do and I think the fact that i am trying to get them all done is what is messing me up. I have way too many things going through my head. And too many activities that are time consuming which one thing that I do not have. I am so stressed out about this all I really just kind of want somebody else to figure it out for me and then I just step in and take their place lol. Sad I know but it is true I dont believe i am capable of getting things done well when i am under pressure.
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