Forget it. Its over.

Beautifullyrescued's picture

This year has been one of the most challenging, exciting, terrible, and incredibly amazing years of my life. I know that may not make sense to some of you, but this year was nothing like what I expected it to be. I fell in some big ways, I've been through some terrible things, but at the same time I've also gained alot of things and learned so much from those mistakes that I have made. This new year, I feel, is going to be just as eventfull if not more, than the last. I'm going to be going off to college in the fall and I'm absolutely terrified of what this year has to bring, but truly excited as well. Its a very complex feeling that I just cant seem to shake. Last year is over, and this new year is about to begin. I will make no resolutions, for I never keep them. Instead I will make short term goals, and a list of things that I have always wanted to do but for some reason I haven't. Then within the next 4-5 years I will try to achieve those things one by one. This year will not be like past years which is now long gone and far back in the depths of my memory. I try not to remember it, because it usually leaves me in heartache. My advice for anyone who hasn't figured out what they want their resolution to be, don't have one. Just live each day this next year as if it were the last day you were going to have. Treat the people around you as if they had only a few hours to live. For some reason, that realization gets us to treat each other much more kindly than we usually would. Have a good day today. It really isn't any different from the rest of the days, its just the start of another beginning.

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