You know I am getting tired of things falling apart. Everything seems to be getting worse before any good happens. I am so fed up with hearing the arguing and screaming. I keep wanting to get away from everything, get away from home. I want out every time something occurs.
The way you try to make things turn by making it seem like I don't do anything. I do a lot. I do what ever you ask me to do. You want me to clean, mop, dust, vaccum I do. Yet for some reason you get more upset then ever. I cna't try to get on your good side without having ot kiss your butt it seems.
Since all the arguing is daily and conatant I keep myself locked in my room. I listen to music, read, or even write to try to get my mind off things. To get my mind off the fact that I am angry that there's another arguement. I remember at times wondering why you and Dad haven't divorced yet. I know he even gets annoyed and doesn't want to deal with you. Every little thing that you can pick at and start up an arguement you do.
Why do you think that I don't like to be around you like bofore. There is so much tension. I can feel it where ever I go. That's why I can't wait to go way to college. So I won't have to deal with this. Hearing your voice yell. Everything just goes down hill nad stays down.
What am I supposed to do. You can't expect things to stay as they are. It just isn't going to happen. I am not willing to continue having this stress in my life because you want to complain about everything. I am sorry I am not dealing with it.
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I liked this blog because it reminds me of dealing with my mother everyday and I feel the same way- I would like to get away from her. Also, she wants and likes to start arguments with me too, especially on the weekends.
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