WHY ME? What in the Heck Did I Do?

Ok, so I am like all upset and such becuase I am slowly but surely finding out that I have no TRUE friends! Actually, if I think about it, I only really have one person, well on earth anyways. That person would be my one and only grandmother. Anyways, I honestly thought that it would be hard to leave my friends behind when I trasferred but , I believe that I was definatly wrong! Ok, I have noticed lately that I really do not have any true friends at this college! I mean, I thought there were a few true people at this school but, I was wrong. There are none! Anyways, when I think of all the crap that I had to go through in life. Now, I am not saying that I would change anything and I know that this blog kind of condradicts my last blog but I just want to know. "WHY ME?" Why am I so sick all of the time? why am I itching becuase I am allergic to something unknown to me? Why did my grandmother hang up on me because I did not pay one of my bills? Why have my friends stabbed me in the back? Or at least, why does it feel that way? I know that everything happens for a reason and I know that I have no right to complain. Well anyways, just let m know what you think of this blog.