Being a senior has brought on many new challeges and responsibilites.All i can seem to worry about is what do i want to do with the rest of my life? where am i going to go? are my grades and test scores good enough? Can i even make it out there alone? without the help of all my close friends and my family. All these questions and a hundred more seem to be racing through my mind everyday and with every new day(which doesnt take long to came by... they seem to be getting shorter and shorter) i seem to be losing more and more time to decide. Im scared nervous and excited all at the same time.im scared because i realize all my outrageous fun not-having a care in the world days of high school are quickly coming to an end. All the organiztions extra activites boring assemblys are slipping through my fingers like quicksand. so what do i do?do i sit back and just enjoy the ride? Or reflect and see that this is my last everything....my last football game to go crazy about my last amazing time performing in our awesome high school musical my last time to scream with my whole class while being squashed in a mosh pit screaming 08!!!!is college going to be as much fun as high school.. will i make it.... of course so long as i have the dedication but how am i going to pay for college? and i can i just settle on going to a community college when i have always wanted to go to university of texas at austin? settle here because i dont have the money to afford four years at austin? i dont really know but hopefully after taking my senior pictures- going to prom- and walking across that stage in my cap and gown i will know. Do you know what you really want?.
... sorry about the punctuation i was just writing lol hope im not the only one feeling this way this year
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There are hundreds of absolutely bizarre things that scholarhips get awarded for each year. You could also try community college for a year, getting straight A's, and then applying to transfer to other schools on the chance that they might award you an academic scholarship.
"We cannot redeem evil, we must combat it." -- Jean Paul Sartre