In Perfect Peace...

"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee." Isaiah 26:3 KJV

This is the Bible verse that reminds me of my purpose. I am here not for my own person but for someone of a lot more importance than I! I am here to do the work of our glorious savior! I have been through a whole lot lately and I felt myself slip from my christain beliefs a whole lot. God will keep me if I keep him always in my mind. That is the way to go. Another great Bible verse

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Phillipians 4:13

This is my favorite Bible verse in the entire Bible. I mean, where else would it come from *Laugh". Just some raw sarcasm to myself. It is good to be able to make jokes because I rarely can now days. But, I have hope. I was very close to losing it and now, I am glad that God gave me a sign. Huh, just like he did Joseph, I had a dream. God showed me in the dream that one, my grandmother still loved me. She has been horrible to me lately. And two, that he was still there and that Angels were watching over me. I have a ot of health problems. I have recently had a lot of breathing problems while sleeping. I think that God showed me an Angel so that I could realize that I was not breathing. Because, in the dream I was so shocked to see an Angel that I could not breath and I woke up and figured out that I really was not breathing. I know right, it is scary! This was not the first time that I thought I was not breathing. The other day I woke up freezing cold, pale, and with a migrane. I think that I was not breathing for quite a while. This stuff is freaky I know! I am hopeing that someway, somehow, with my trust in God, that I can get the money to go to the doctor. I think that I have sleep apneia. My grandmother has it and we are so broke that she cannot even afford the machine for herself. Just please, keep me in your prayers!