It is Tuesday, October 30, 2007 and it’s just another day. Nothing ever seems to change but things are constantly changing all around us. They change even when you do not even realize it. We are all getting older, there are people dying, children to being born and the Earth is rotating about the Sun for another year. Then you are just sitting reading a blog written by some writer on ProgressiveU.org. You probably do it the same time every day. Yeah, I do know that we do not have a set schedule for our lives every single day. I realize there is always going to be some sort of commotion that will happen eventually. YES I did say eventually.
My life seems to be on a set schedule though. Monday, Wednesday and Friday I go to the school the same time and the same place. I take my breaks with the same people at the same place. I do learn new things, but that is nothing drastic. I even have a set schedule at work: Monday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday, same time, with same people every week. I want something new and exciting to happen. I have a social life, but don’t you hang out with the same people all the time? I just lost my virginity but that still doesn’t seem very drastic. I want something to happen that will change my life, good or bad.
Am I being selfish when I say these things? I do not mean to be. I am also well aware that there are so many people out there that experience change all of the time, maybe through their profession or their family. Maybe I need to make a new friend, not that I do not love my friends now. Maybe a baby needs to be born in my family. Maybe something, good or bad, drastic needs to happen. I do not mean to wish terrible things on anyone that is terribly close to me. I am just damn tired of my life every day sort of blah life.
I am not a hard person to please. Anything and everything will make my day. I am a happy go lucky kind of girl. I laugh at everything and I give more then I get. I live life to the fullest – but it is hard sometimes when nothing ever changes. I know this boy who hates change, well guess what? I LOVE IT! I probably only love it because I am in desperate need of it right now. When that change ever comes my way, I won’t like change every much anymore. (I know it!) But then if that change is a good and wonderful thing, I will love change and will always to change something.
I guess I will have to live my everyday life until that change ever comes my way. Until whenever that special change will ever come my way, I will indeed live my life to the fullest no matter what happens or what doesn’t happen. :]
Have a Nice Day!
ErinWhit730
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Yah,
I too suffer from severe boredom. Sometimes I just pack up my shit and go for a weekend roadtrip. It helps. Although I'm scared that one time I will just leave and not come back. I think that might be just what I need.
"Insanity in individuals is something rare - but in groups, parties, nations and epochs, it is the rule."
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"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the crowd."