Love can be described in many ways . It can hurt you, bring you up, make you go crazy and more.We have heard so many stories on it. Well mine is about being naive towards love and not realizing it until 4 years later. Yes I said 4 years later. People told me to leave him a long time ago but I belived I could change him and things would work out.
It started in high school when I was in the ninth grade. I was not liked by most females because they thought I was uppity. Because I was quiet and kept to myself I was a know it all. All I focused on was school and getting the hell up out of there. I hated North Dallas High School with a passion.I did not really know anybody except Shagailia from my apartments.
I'll never forget how we met . The conversation was so short it was pitiful. One of my old guy friends that left the school popped out of now where. Me and him are walking in the hall.He is eating on a twix which is like my favorite candy. I ask him if he can give me a piece and he says " sure but you'll have to take it out of my mouth!" I was like ???Now I know I have a secret admirer. He wanted to get with me but I said no because I could not break the code of conduct: never date your friends ex's. So we sit down and we're talking and he walks off to talk to someone and does not come back. Well that was rude as hell. Thats when I met him. Marquis. Only thing he said to me was " I think your friend walked off on you." I just said what ever. I did'nt even know that I was talking to one of the most popular boys in school.
The next day he walks up to my locker and for no reason gives me this teddy bear. I asked him what was it for and he said " Every time you look at that bear you will want to think about me." I thought this was so sweet.So we started out as friends and at the end of the school year, he asked me out.
Everything he did for me was so sweet. Took me to the movies. Took me to McDonalds( I thought McDonalds was the thing back then but its not!)Kisses were amazing. No people we didn't do it. Well not yet back then. He told me that one day he would want to marry me and we have kids together and etc.As far as sex he told me whenever I was ready he would be ready too. He never pushed me into it.
Sounds like a really sweet guy right? Well I thought so too but little did I know he would break my heart, spirit and body with my own weakness : LOVE.It's funny how guys and girls do this too, put on a front like they are your soulmate and then a few months later down the line they show their "horn's". Damn I hate that.
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