FAMILY FEUD

BELLEZADEAMOR1's picture

I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY MANY PEOPLE WHAT I WILL BE WHAT I WILL BECOME HOW MY LIFE WILL TURN OUT. I HAVE DREAMED OF BEING A DOCTOR SINCE I WAS TWO YEARS OLD. I USE TO TELL PEOPLE THEY THOUGHT IT WAS SO CUTE BUT NOW THAT I HAVE GROWN UP THEY STILL SEE IT AS CUTE AND REFUSE TO TAKE ME SERIOUSLY. I AM NOT MAD I AM MORE INTRIGUED TO KNOW WHY THEY FEEL THIS WAY. A TEACHER I KNEW FOR LIKE 6 WEEKS TOLD ME I WOULD GET OUT TO COLLEGE AND END UP STAYING OUT HERE FOR A WHILE . I DON'T KNOW WHERE HER THOUGHT PROCESS COMES FROM I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN AROUND HERE AS A STUDENT. I JUST BRUSH IT OFF BUT I NAGGS  MY WHOLE ATTITUDE. I USE IT AS MOTIVATION. EEVN MY OWN FAMILY, THEY USE TO TELL MY CUZ THEY SHE BEETER STOP BEHAVING THE WAY SHE WAS OR SHE WAS GOING TO BE LIKE ME. AT THE TIME I WAS HAVING SEX THAT STEMED FROM ME HAVING MY VIRGINITY STOLEN BY A MAN THAT WAS 18 WHILE I WAS ONLY 10. I DIDN'T TELL MY MOM AND SHE WAS HURT SO I WAS YOUNG AND DIDN'T KNOW. THEY STILL GAVE ME NO SUPPORT AND I THOUGHT THAT WAS STRANGE NO BELIEF IN ME MY GOALS PLANS OR ANYTHING THAT HAD MY NAME ON IT. SO WHAT CAN I DO. BUT TAKE ALL THEY SAY AS FEUL. SHOULD I SEEK REVANAGE OR MJUST REMAIN MY HUMBLE COMPOSURE. I AM CALM AND I KNOW THAT WOULD BE WRONG BUT BY BEING IN THE CHURCH OF GOD THEY SHOULD BE LO0VING ENOUGH TO SUPPORT MY DESCIONS. I LOVE MY FAMILY BUT DO THEY LOVE ME OR IS THIS BECAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS SUPPORT LOVE AND GENUINE FAMILY TOGETHERNESS?

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Fallon's picture
Managing Director of Progressive U

Please do not type posts in all caps. It's very distracting and means fewer reads for you.

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~Fallon~

"Do not be too moral. You may cheat yourself out of much life. Aim above morality. Be not simply good; be good for something." Henry David Thoreau

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How you feel. I'm a senior in High School and I AM going to become a psychologist and my family doesn't believe me or they don't take me serioiusly. My dad's family doesn't agree with my choice of career because it doesn't make enough money. But I understand what your going through.

BELLEZADEAMOR1's picture

DO U AND BE SUCESSFUL IN UR DREAMS NO ONE CAN TAKE UR DREAMS AWAY BUT U WORK HARD BECAUSE IT MAKES U HAPPY AND U CAN SEE UR FUTURE IF THEY CAN'T BE SUPPORTIVE THEN IT'S OKAY THEY ARE NOT A ROAD BLOCK IN THE STORY OF UR LIFE ***^COURTESY OF CORTESIA***^

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