I feel like the only love that I may or wil always get is the one way love. That I love them with my whole heart and are there for them 100% and I get nothing back but I broken heart. I always wounder if it is just me or that it is the guy that I am dating that I am the good girlfriend like they say I am but they are not the good boyfriend like I thought they are. I don't think that I can give my heart out again like I did with my ex. I am scared that the only guy that I will get is the guy that says he loves me but does not truly love me and just saids it to say it. I always give so much and get so little back. I feel like I am one of those girls that the guys dates because of how good I make them but they don't want me for me just how I make them feel and then find the girl they really want and cheat on me and go date that girl. I have so many guys cheat on me. I feel like it is me maybe. I don't know. I feel like maybe if I am more of a bitch to the guy I would keep them. I guess I am just to nice for my own good and what I mean by that is that I am still friends with most of the guys that I have dated and are still talking to them as friends it is weird because most of them said the wish now that they did not do what they did because I was the best girlfriend they had. IT SO SUCKS. I am always the girl that they cheat on or just leave alone because I am okay with the guy hanging out with his friends and I am ok with the whole you see them more then me. I mean yes at time I do get mad and piss off at them and tell them why I am mad and then try to fix it by either me saying that I am fine and that it is ok you hang out with the guys more and just get over it or try to see him more. I am so wierd I always make sure that the guy is happy and just glad that they are with me more then what I want out of the realtionship. I just want a guy to love me for me and not just say it but mean it. Is that so hard to ask for.
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Many of us feel the same way when we are going through some love struggles.
To love and to be loved are two totally different things.
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I'm pretty sure it's not you, it's just the dicks that you have bin dating. I am like the same way I only had 2 guys cheat on me in my whole life time, but the again i can count on my hand how many guys I've dated. I'm not saying that you dated a lot of people, so don't take it that way. I think that as soon as you get into a relationship make sure you tell them how you are, what you expect, and if that's to much for them, then they can't handle you. You also have to be happy in your relationship not only your boyfriend, if he wants to hang out with his friends more than you all the time, then he not ready to be in a relationship. It's okay for him to do that every once in a while but not all them time, then if your not cool with that let him know, don't say something to make the situation better. Also if you guys are in a mini fight let it go on, because you need those in a relationship you just can't have a relationship with no arguments for one: it's boring and 2. then you guys don't know who's doing what wrong. So make sure that both of you guys are happy in the relationship make sure it's a we thing instead of a you thing.
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