Just a bit about what is going on. I have been in college for about 2 mos, since then i have lost ten pounds and overcome many obstacles Including withdraw symptoms from pain medication my doctor put me on. No mas as of last tuesday also I have quit smoking Not sure if 3 days counts or not. And last night I had the most serious talk with my man that it can get. He and I have decided that He will and (wants to) get a full time job and stay in school part time (1 day a week). I offered to get a job until he finishes college but he says it wouldnt be worth it as he has a stable background of work history and is more qualified to make more funds then I am. So i will only be a full time college student and will switch to night classes next semester. I am taking 12 credits and it is so hard for me to believe that despite all of this stress and having no pain meds, btw about that I have chronic Scoliosis it hurts but yeah. and on top of all of this and homework somehow I am able to not "smoke". I am not using any patches or gum or food as a replacement.
Now about my dream. I have read over and over on this site how some women are so against a woman being made into a mother and house wife. Well here is my dream and my boyfriend is very aware of it and so is his family. They all approve. Well ok here it is. I will obtain my bachelors in elementary education, Work for 4 or 5 years or 2 or 3 depends on how long it takes me to pay off student loans, Then when we are ready I will become a wife and have a child or 2. I will be a stay at home mom bringing in money by making jewelry and doing market research projects. So there it is. I think it sounds pretty good.
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Your blogs will probably be received a lot better if you use proper spelling and grammar.
"What a man does for pay is of little significance. What he is, as a sensitive instrument responsive to the world's beauty, is everything!"
H. P. Lovecraft
congrats on all that you have done. :) also the actual physical addiction of smoking is gone after three days..its all mental after that...good luck :)