As Some of you know I am currently Incarcerated. But I just want to talk about My LIFE and all that I have been thought.. I am 18 years old.. I was born and raised in south GA where my loving grandmother and aunts raised me. Now that I am ALL GROWN Up i have these tendencies to act Feminism.. But what people don't understand is that I have been raped 3 time as a child by 1 uncle and 2 of my moms friends.. All Guys. I grew up around all females so what they did or said I did also.. People Talk about me so bed here at this Youth Detention Center. I respect People to a very high level but kicked in the face in return. I used to try to buy my friends but then I realized that If I buy them they are only mine temporary. At the Age of 15 I really came out of the closet and told my father, who is a minister, that I was Gay. He flipped the script... I told my mom, who is a drug dealer/gang member, she had a stroke... I don't have any friends and it hurts really bad when people talk about me.. When I try to impress those so called friends, I just don't like it.. But when I am able to be myself I fell like I have my freedom.. I just cry sometimes because It's hard to have friends that accept me.. so I ask this question What am I supposed to do? should I just be me?
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as they always say: be yourself.
there will be people that wont like you but others will.
Thanks For that advice but is it still hard for me.