It is something that just wrote itself, I was in this cycle of anger that just led me to hate some ones' close to me and then I wrote this because...I needed to
the Anger- it burns, fuels and simmers slowly...
the angry hateful smoke blinds me as it comes
and now blurs my mind and the heart.
So when the soul howls within,
To the extreme that I've come to treasure this half that shouldn't be.
I've let this hateful soul take over and breathe life into me,
Leaving the dark clouds of lonelyness behind,
and as I rage and age on and on...
The cage tightens and crushes my heart, the mind draws a blank,
the mouth responds--the uglyness spills out and
...as I fucking piss off those that I love, too easily,
Once started, when this cycle tries to come to an end,
I hold tightly to the respite that this hate provides me.
The hate as it drives me...I question thee,
Why should I let you create the angel and halo you want to see?
I've learned to live contently with the devil inside of me.
edited to add, is this emo, WHAT is EMO, explain please....















