Hey everyone last night was a rough night due to family problems so i was thinking of suicide till thanks to about three friends i was able to calm down a bit. I then realized how much suicide hurts their lives too because they would end up witnessing it all. I want to just make a life lesson here for this blog because i feel that if you ever think about killing yourself, just think of all the people you would hurt. It hurts just thinking of that. I hope that i never have to go through that again because i have had many friends kill themselves over stupid things and now they are missing out on a lot in life due to a stupid decision, they now are in the ground. I just want to finish off by saying that if you ever think of suicide just go find a pastor, friend, family member, or just kneel down and pray to God to give you the strength to pull yourself through the mess you are in and to help you from all the pain and sufferings in your life. I hope to hear any comments from this and welcome all of them.
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It is true. Although it does make me more angry than anything when people tell me that they want to kill themselves. I honestly think that in a lot of cases it is more a ploy for attention (which I am not saying that that was what you were doing so please don't take it the wrong way). But if they are being serious I get angry because I just want to scream that they are being selfish. And it doesn't matter how bad your problems are they can always be solved with a little bit of patience and time.
You say that you've had many friends kill themselves. If you've seen and experienced this, why would you possibly think about committing suicide? I've had a very close person to me commit suicide also. Maybe it's just me, but I tend to avoid thinking of committing suicide (and my life is very far away from a picnic, so negative thoughts are hard to ignore. I've beent through a lot in 17 years and I've been depressed). And because I've seen and felt what suicide can do to the people in my life, I don't think I'd ever take that way out.
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'But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked. 'Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: 'We're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.'
Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
hey ive had alot in my life that has not been good and then last night i was told by my own mom that she didnt care if i lived or died and it really told me that she wanted me dead. but i was able to talk it out with friends.
I understand that. My mom has been the process of dying for all of my life. My little sister is a spoiled girl who hates my guts because I tell her so. My grades are falling. I'm told I can't claim my ethnicity. My exboyfirend (who I loved very much) committed suicide after a long struggle with bipolar disorder. My life is not going so great either. Still, I don't think you can say that you've been through other peoples' suicides and still thought about doing it yourself. Maybe I'm just odd like that.
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'But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked. 'Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: 'We're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.'
Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
agreed.
Tell yourself that every day.
Please get some help. Some therapy or a school counselor, or SOMETHING. Because it really destroys a lot of lives when a person commits suicide. It is not a solution to anything. My cousin committed suicide two years ago. It wrecked his family, and worse, his friends. No one wants to lose you, even if your mom said something terrible out of anger, it would destroy her to lose you.
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