I used to rule the world...
I used to be the one who risk his teenage life
every night-
with a roll of the metaphorical dice-
I could save one-
or lose mines.../
For some reason I can't explain-
now I'm the used to be-
affectionately named by the ones who used me/
And now......people look at me and are afraid-
as this is a different day..
And I might be the same to some...
but others cry at the sight of what I've become/
I used to be a beacon-
now I'm simply a reason....
to show what you shouldn't be-
they Is it him?"
It couldn't be...
And when they see me they laugh,
it couldnt be they were afraid of...
I'm only a kid...
this is impossible-
the confusion is inaudible-
And when you ask one gets here...
this is what you outta do...
Nothing.
The emptiness is a part of you.../
I laugh at what I used to be..
a gullible love believer...
a wide reciever
of broken dreams
and I'm the dreamer...//
I need no back-up for me to require u to
back up...
because if you knew what I was,
I suppose you
wouldn't be this close.../
I need you to get as far you can away from me...
cuz my heart is atomic
and unstable-
underrated-
too debated
for a verdict-
and you heard it-
it beats with an irregularity-
they see I'm not the regular me../
I know the way it should be,
I know the whole game
And for some strange reason I can't explain-
I kno St. Peter won't call my name.../
Not without a catch...
for I kno He didn't forget...
I threatened to sell my soul to the Devil
for a wedding/
I told him I'd give my soul for a love
since that love wasn't coming from above, but/
I guess I got got...
and God still hasn't forgot-
And I used to be a champion, now a champion I'm not...
I used to rule the world...
and seas would move when I gave the word...
and now I sweep alone...
sweep the streets I used to own..../
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