Apparently I'm old enough to be able to act like an adult, but I'm not old enough to do anything or go anywhere... I get so sick of being told what to do all the time. I'm more sick of being told how my life is so perfect... from my mom! She tells me all the time how great I have everything... How much emotional support I get... And from the other side of her mouth she criticizes everything I do... so much for emotional support *sarcasm
Also I found out I won't be getting my scholarships for the honors program at my chosen university... I am really stressed about that because I have no idea how I'm going to pay for college. My parents have too much money for me to get any types of financial aid (except for loans) but of course none of that money goes to me because it's theirs... See I do have everything (guess my mom's right as usual) *sarcasm
So because I have nothing to do I guess I'll just have to do and no way of paying for college I got to go get started on some scholarship apps... fun! *sarcasm as usual
I'm in a similar circumstance myself. I try to keep busy to stop myself from thinking about it. What's worked best for me in addition to scholarship apps. (Have you tried fastweb.com?) is getting a job, which both provides something to do with your time and a way to save money for college. Maybe try something low key where you can put in a few hours a couple days a week without sacraficing time from your schoolwork.
"What was never given utterance eventually becomes too nebulous to recall."
~ Jane Smiley