Joshua was born on June 8, 1990. As of a few days ago, he was officialy a "man" by turning 18 years of age physically. He's still younger than that mentally but he was proud. So proud that he wanted to give me some news that he had been working and planning for for a few weeks now.
He was signing himself out of state custody (where he'd been for the past 8 years or so) and moving back in with our biological mother. There was nothing I could do except tell him that I was proud that he had taken a few weeks to think about it and that he didn't make a decision on the spur of the moment. But the idea turns my stomach. The two of them together is volotile and dangerous. She drinks still and that mixed with her medication is really really bad. He is going to lose alot of his support team and benefits by doing this but he is determined and can't be stopped it would seem.
I just am in a state of worry because I haven't heard from him since his birthday and need to call him this week as I always do but... SHE (our "mother") could be in any mental condition and who knows how Josh will be handleing the sudden change even though it was his idea. I just hope that things don't go extremely dangerous for either of them because i don't want to see Joshua hurt and he won't really want to see HER hurt. Also i'm selfish enough to not want things to go bad because I will have to fix it and pick up the pieces if it does. We'll see what happens I guess and keep all fingers crossed.
Sounds like a tricky situation. Hopefully it will work out for the best.
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I appreciate the possitive thoughts. Actually I JUST got word that he didn't go home on the day that he wanted to and may change his mind because things weren't going exactly the way he wanted them to. Here's to hoping!
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Don't give up - determination is just a fancy way to be stubborn!