Watching all the people I look up to fall down around me is hard. So many people who have lead the way in my life have failed in the last couple of weeks. I've always known that these people aren't perfect but I fooled myself into thinking that others could light my path. Now I have to find a new source.
Some of you are probably saying that I should follow my own voice and make my own choices. Don't get me wrong, I do. But I need guidance in my life. I need some external source that gives my life purpose and helps me make choices. I'm such a terrible choice-maker. Some of you probably think this is bull but I honestly think that everyone needs something to give their lives purpose. God is mine. People fail me. Materialistic things fail me. But God never does. He gives my life a constant direction.
