I guess you could say I was the weird one in high school. No, not a “Look she’s wearing all black” kind of weird. Not a depressed weirdo. I was weird because I cared about school.
I seemed to try harder than anyone else to work towards a career. While girls were discussing makeup or who was dating whom, I was filling a form out applying for a correspondence writing course. I was one of the one-third of applicants who made it through. For two-three years I worked on that, submitting short stories to magazines (I’ve got a lovely little pile of rejections and one ‘maybe’) and working on larger projects as well. During study halls, instead of gossiping, I’d be the one writing a chapter to a book.
Junior year, I took three more college-level classes. One was Advanced Placement English and the other two were Internet courses through the Internet. While I was doing that, my friends for the most part obsessed about Prom or whatever. Senior year I took another two classes from Marywood and took the next Advanced English. I had an art display, I had hobbies, and I still had friends. I was weird.
I wasn’t the only serious person in all of Western Wayne High School, but sometimes it felt like it. There were those who were even more serious about schoolwork than I was. My friend Debbie, for instance, was a great student who would push herself to the limits to make the grade.
People like me were weird because it seemed like the majority of high school students wanted only to party and have sex and hang out. The drama was more important than the future. I doubt most of these people even had anything they could call a hobby.
It’s okay to be “weird”. Break the mold and become someone worth living. It’s okay to have fun, but it’s also important to be serious during class. You want some sort of future, don’t you?
Besides, the good kids can get away with a heck of a lot more than the bad kids!




Besides, the good kids can get away with a heck of a lot more than the bad kids!
This is exactly why I made sure I did well in my classes and did what was expected of me and then partied hard when no one was looking. I started going to bars at 16, even during the week. I guess working hard can have their advantages. No one even noticed if I was a little buzzed.
Maybe it was the stress of trying to keep up to all of the expectations put on me that I really needed my nights out at the bar to be, well, "bad"
Well I didn't do well specifically so I could do "bad" things. I just found that I could get away with a lot more. Since I paid attention in class and actually cared how I did, a teacher wouldn't think twice about allowing me to skip that class to go to the library or something along those lines.
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I tried to be the good kid too and no one seemed to notice if I disappeared for lunch...
www.progressiveu.org/blog/americangirlinchina
Where she went, the world may never know...
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My mom was a teacher there and I snuck in her room to her back office where I had a personal fridge stocked with non-school lunch food.
www.progressiveu.org/blog/americangirlinchina
Now that's a good idea. At least you didn't have to suffer through that awful school food.
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I'd lobby for better school lunches. In the future and can totally envision a rowdy PTA meeting though...
www.progressiveu.org/blog/americangirlinchina
The only good food change that happened at my school started before I got to high school. One grade asked to have a salad bar with all the fixins. That worked out fine, but then a few years later we got this uber-strict health policy and everything went down hill. Not only was it school food, but now it was supposedly healthy school food! Ick...Then again I can attest that my taste buds were numbed by years of school food, so I didn't mind too much.
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People thought I was quiet because I did not talk very much...but I was actually observing people. I do that quite a bit. I notice things other people do not notice. People would say that is just a trash can that is green. Yes it is green..but it has chipped off paint and a wad of blue gum and pink gum. Just an example.
I also did school work when I should be talking to friends...I only took a few advanced classes because I did not want alot of stress but I took college Psychology my junior year. When my mom was sick and when I was working a full time job I still got a 4.0 first semester my senior year and a 3.8 second semester.
I have a strange capability of taken tests that I did not study for and getting a good grade. Not all test but alot of them...
Good blog glad you shared your story of being "weird" although I don't think it is weird...
I am here to inform and help:
http://www.progressiveu.org/032913-lupus-uncureable-wait-what
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I'm an observer too! There's so much you can learn by simply observng other people. It's quite interesting.
You may not think I'm weird, but the ones who prefer to party or bully or whatever would.
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I found it funny that alot of people felt like they knew me very well. They said you are shy and a very quiet person. NOO wrong. I am a little shy but I was also quiet because I felt so different from the people around me. They would talk about boys and stuff and I didn't have a boyfriend, or if I did it was my business not anyone elses.
I was not going to share my details with everyone. That is cool that you observe also. I think I have actually gotten out of bad situations because of this. It freaks me out if I see some older dude staring a hole through me. So I will avoid them. This was helpful when I waitressed.
Observing is good because I can tell by certain things whether someone seems unstable or not. It is good also like you said because it is interesting.
Maybe other people like bullies or people who seem to fit into a normal category, maybe find both of us strange or weird but it is a good thing I don't want to be like everyone else!
I am an observer as well! My blog Public Transportation I & II are both about that. I love it.
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Let's give a hooray for observant people! Hip-hip-hooray!
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