August 5 1996 11:47 pm
Boy did I have a lapse in my writings, but I did a lot of shit while I was on vacation and I basically did not feel like writing it down.
So now I am working a midnight at Piasa in Godfrey. It is slow as a snail and I am bored. I am also tired of this job and I intend to do something about it. On Wednesday I put my application in at a company that pays better and has better hours. "No Fucking Midnights" I can work during the day and in the evening work with John on getting the game world created.
Talked to Val the other day. She still loves me vise versa. I think she is trying to go back to school. She told me she was going to see if she lost her funding. I still have heard anything yet. We'll just have to wait and see.
Until Next
T
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Lets see I got the job. It turned out worse then the one I had. Sure it payed good and I did not work midnights. Just so you know Piasa is the name of the gas station I worked at. My new job consisted of breaking down large engines and cleaning them. It was dirty work and the I had nothing in common with the people I worked for. I have always done my job and went to work every day. This was the first time that I called in sick because I did not want to go there. Needless to say that job only lasted about 5 or 6 months maybe less.
Did I make something of my life. I depend on what you call something. Am I rich and famous? No. Do I need to be? No. What happened was I went downward to being worse off, but more on that later.
What do we call a fulfilled life ? I have no kids, never been married, a few friends, and relationships that were harder then a Mensa exam. Is my life fulfilled? I guess I will have to wait and see.
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lol interesting, so is your life fulfilled?
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