So I'v had some pretty crappy days lately. If I wasnt so tired I would tell the bacl story. To completely have an opinion on the situation you need to know that back story. There has been so much drama these past few days, ha who am I kidding weeks. I swear it makes me wanna go back to carving. I wasnt suppose to be home tonight, I was suppose to be spending the weekend at the guy I'm seeing's place liek I do every weekend, but we got into a fight and I left. I came back but that was that and I left. I smashed the watch I gave him almost 2 years ago (not like he cares), Part of what you need to know is he is my ex bf. We are trying to work things out, but all he does is throw the past in my face and expect me to be ok with the way he treats me. I mean he use to treat me well..kind of know everything is wrong with me. He has decided he wants to lose 60 ponds by 09, thats fine I dont have an issue with it, I told him I would support him. Yeah well he has decided I need to lose weight as well. O k I weigh 120 and i'm 5'8 I dont have much to lose. We went to the movies and got out in time to watch the simpsons, well he gave me a choice eat at a restaurant or watch tv. I told him we could just pick up something light on the way home, he said no and since I decided tv that we wouldnt eat. Now last time I checked I worked today and hadnt eaten anything besides some cookies and I was starving, but he decided we werent going to eat. I;m sorry but screw that. Friday we had a late dinner and he told me I couldnt get the oreo shake I always get cause it was to late, I couldnt have salt on the pop corn cause it wasnt healthy for me, wearing skinny jeans makes me look like a boy and fuck I really dont know what else. All I know is are fighting is getting worse and I dont kow why. I was really trying and he just throws everything back in my face like he is perfect. I love him bt I'm starting to think everyone is right and I should stay away from him.
Oh to make things better I got a speeding ticket. I was doing 82 but because I was crying he wrote me for 75 in a 65. Oh joy. I didnt need this tonight. I have a kilelr headache, Im hungry and tired, and I dont wanna eat cause heck maybe I should loose the weight. I mean something must be wrong with me if all this is happening. I dunno, I need to sleep I guess I dunno
Hope everyone had a better weekend then I did
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Sounds like a bad relationship. Maybe talk to a trusted friend or see a psychiatrist. Your guy seems verbally abusive and overly controlling. You have a right to be happy and live your life. Don't hurt yourself. We only have one life, just do your best to make your life what you want it to be. Take care of yourself.
Dave
"Insanity in individuals is something rare - but in groups, parties, nations and epochs, it is the rule."
and maybe think of ending this relationship
i definitely think you need to take some action toward ending or fixing this issue and get some help from close loved ones, it's bad but it can get a LOT worse if you don't stop it right now.
"The good life, let's go on a living spree
Shit they say the best things in life are free" --*K A N Y E
http://www.progressiveu.org/231615-this-is-a-muslim-girls-plight
Any man who has to have that much control over a woman, isn't really a man. He's a boy with control issues. You are the only one who has a right to decide what goes in to your body and how you want your body to look. This isn't love, this is being trapped and the beginning of a long, long hard and troubled road. Get out while you can. Talk to someone who can trust and get some advice.
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Respectfully,
Adam
It starts out I don't like you to wear jeans and don't eat that blah blah blah and than it progresses to worse and worse circumstances. Cut him out of your life you'll be better off, no matter how much he begs to get you back just cut him out for good, because trust me it just get's worse.