"Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone. I know, that you love me and soon I know you will see, you were meant for me, and I was meant for you."
Once in a while I get this feeling...my own personal trip down memory lane. Of all the people I see, you stand out the most. I was looking at some pictures of you, studying your every curve, every gleam...every color of your beautiful face and I wonder, where has time gone? I know I'm probably almost fully erased from your memory, but you still haunt my heart. Sometimes it goes astray, and when it seems as if I finally moved on, when there is a possibility that I may open it to another, it always leads me back to you.
I remember when I used to mean the world to you, and how I made you my world. Beauty was in the eye of the beholder, and from your eyes, everything was beautiful.
What haunts me now are the memories. Every hug, every look into my eyes that expressed all you felt in just a quick glance, every moment I was able to be within your radiant presence, every laughter, every smile, every tear, the look on your face when you saw me walk into the room, how my heart always skipped a beat when we looked into each other's eyes, how you made me feel like I was the best person in the world no matter what I did or how I felt about myself, the reassurance you made me feel, that you'd always be there for me, to love me...EVERYTHING.
It hurts to admit that I've almost forgotten...what you looked like...your voice...I search and search to find what it is my heart is longing for, and I've always come up to what it seems to be a dim light of you. I wish so bad just to see you, to hear you, to see you smile at me like you used to.
It doesnt matter now. The one I'm looking for doesnt seem to exist anymore, except in the memory of my heart.
If it was possible, by the fate of God, that we should one day meet again and enkindle the sparking twines we had started, I would find a way to burn my way into your heart, leaving a permanent mark. May my light give you the comfort, shelter, warmth, love and security that yours has given me. All I ask is to be loved in return. But doesnt everybody? So with all my heart, I refrain myself from asking all the stars in the sky to make you fall back in love with me both in fear of the fact that you might be in love with someone else, or the unknown pleasure of knowing that you never fell out of love with me.
If I had one wish, just one, it would be to never have fallen in love with you.
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Deep stuff..
Don't think I've ever been in love myself. But well, im young. Hope everything works out for you though. Take care.
Peace.
- iLLFRESH !