I knew it would soon end, I felt you slowly beginning to slip away, I gave you my all, my heart and soul all I ever asked was that you not hurt me or cause me pain, but even that was too much to ask. You promised me forever, I knew our friendship wouldn’t last but I chose oblivion over reality, I tried my best to keep you by my side. I blamed myself for letting you slip, feeling like I wasn’t good enough, as if it were my fault you wanted out. I loved you with everything I had. I chose to be your friend through it all. I didn’t want to let you go, I didn’t want to feel like a failure, as if I wasn’t the great friend I so often claimed to be. Through the lies, the pain, and the broken promises, I stood by you, believing you would change. I was a fool to think I could bring out the good I saw within you. I chose not to trust in myself and I stood by you. I was purposely blind, acting as if our friendship was true. At first I thought I was in the wrong, that I should’ve never doubted our friendship, you made me begin to believe it was my fault, that I wasn’t being a good friend, like I was not worthy of your friendship. Now I know the truth, my eyes have seen the light, you are a lousy friend, and the truth is you may never learn until it is too late. I know now that you never really cared, but still I pity you because there is so much more in store for you and those you chose over me will be nowhere in sight, you will stand alone, having no one to turn to and you are going to wish I was still there. When that time comes my stupidity and my weak heart will not get the best of me and I will just leave you be. I will stand tall and know you are not worth the time. Then you’ll realize the mistakes you made and that the price you decided to pay was way too high and not worth what you lost. Never again shall I doubt myself, never again will I listen to my head rather than my heart, For I know I am a great friend and next time I will not make the same mistakes. From here on out I will not let you or anyone else take advantage of who I am and how I am, I will not let anyone through when I know in my heart that it is just another lie.
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Change is eminent lets face it the world is in for a serious awakening
This sounds like a poem to me. It's inspiring and filled with strong emotions. You should write a song out of this blog. I gave you 5 stars.
One more thing,
Change is eminent lets face it the world is in for a serious awakening
It was full of emotions it was a hurtful moment so yeah it was quite emotional
Change is eminent lets face it the world is in for a serious awakening
Attachment leads to jealously. The shadow of greed, that is.”
"One day, walk on your own you will"