…I've been able to work myself out of… There is one thing that seems will always weigh on me more than anything in the world… the thought of a parent passing away – and lately it's been especially my father, I've been thinking of… This I believe is because there was a lot of time we missed out on… Because of Step-Mom problems…
Everytime I think of my father I want to break down and cry…. Everytime I watch a movie/show with father's with their child/ren and see them happy – I cry… I can't get ahold of myself…. Maybe this time I'm not supposed to…. Maybe I was never supposed to…
