March 8, 1997 11:00 pm
Just when I thought I figured it all out, fate or what ever the controlling force is throws in another trump card. As If you couldn’t guess what it is about, a woman? Here is the latest. I am at Piasa tonight and Kelly came in. Yes the same Kelly I was obsessed with or very interested and attracted to. She informs me she has finally left her moron boyfriend and moved back to her mother’s.
Now I don’t know what is going to happen. Part of me still would like to see what it would be like to have a relationship with her, but then I am still attracted to Laurel. And that is a whole story in itself.
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Life is just one big story with no ending. You may think that your story ends when you die, but it is far from over. Each of our own life stories are interwoven with the stories told by the people we met. The meeting could last years or seconds, it still has and effect. That simple smile you gave the stranger may mean nothing to you, but stop and think. That person may have had a bad day and your smile was the pick me up that was needed.
Everything a person does has an effect. If you try and plan for them you will go mad. Trust me I know. I used to over analyze every situation I was in. What should I do? Where will it lead?
What the hell was I thinking? Life is like a flowing river. You have to go with the flow. That does not mean you can not give yourself a little nudge in the direction you want to go. It may not be in the right way to go, hell it may not even be in the right river, but as long as you keep on flowing.
I have had the pleasure to run into Kelly after I came out of my emotion wreck. I did not feel the same way. I have lived my life and she has lived hers. It all comes back to having the right girl at the wrong time or the wrong girl at the right time. Lately it has been the later. I will just have to move a little closer to the center, and hope these two get closer.
I love what you say about life it goes hand in hand with James Deans quote
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."
I never blame people for being so rude sometimes. I try to put myself in their situation. They may have had a really bad day like you said.
When I worked at waffle house I found out that sometimes it is good to just ask someone how their day is going. And some people when they are mad or having a bad day really do want someone to talk to. I guess it is in my nature to care for people. I have always cared about other's well being even when I believe alot of the time people are selfish and rude. I really do care about everyone whether they like it or not...lol. I also like to help people out. Many people have came to me for advice. Even though others have told me "what gives you the right to give advice to everyone on everything." Well I am just trying to help and think of something logical.
I liked this one also :) So I gave you a good rating. I'm glad you reached your point marker you have been wanting! I will have plenty more boring blogs for you to respond to.lol
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Very nice post and intersting story. I enjoyed the figures of speech you used in your blog.