WHAT A WOMAN WANTS?

AFTER BEING EXPERIENCING MANY RELATIONSHIP IN MY PAST AND THINKING THAT I FINALLY FOUND TRUE LOVE, I END UP DISCOVER IT WAS ALL A JOKE.
There is nothing new anymore. I think I have experience too much that having the idea of getting involved in a new relationship doesn’t excite me anymore. I am done with the dilemmas of a relationship, I am done with the fake I love you from a relationship. I can easily get tired of seeing the same person- there is nothing new to discover.
What about sex? I already experience most of the positions, OK, is fare enough to get some here and there but that how far I can get. Being in a relationship involves time spending with the other person, involves patience for the other person’s issues, etc. I don’t have time for that!
What does a woman really wants? I don’t know. Do I really want a relationship or do I just want to have sex when I feel like it. I love being an independent woman, I don’t like people telling me how should I look what not to wear and how should I spend my day.
I really need answer for this, I am afraid of becoming those cold hearted girls that only uses man for pleasure. I don’t want to end up as an old lady looking for young meat!