March 3, 1997 3:18 am
I need to write in here more often but lately I have not had the chance. I am still dating Laurel and the only thing that I think is preventing us from going to a one on one exclusive relationship is my long hair. It seems she is not use to it. She never was around people with long hair. So she thinks I have this rebellious attitude. (Good song came on will write later.)
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Oh how the past gives way to the present. As I was finishing the journal entry the Beatles’ The Inner Light is playing on I tunes radio. It is fitting as I start my comments. So here goes…
WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING? She does not want a exclusive relationship because I have long hair? I had not written that myself I would have thought my leg was being pulled. Even now I feel a slight tug. I should not have blame myself for her hang ups.
Call me Samson. It’s just hair. It should not have anything to do with how a person feels about another. What is the ironic thing is I don’t even have long hair anymore. I had it cut when the cute girl liked the clean cut friend of mine instead of me. Oh how the mighty hair has fallen.
I do have to point out that in ten years past; I was not in my right mind. So who know what warped part of my brain came up with that excuse? If some one does not like me it is his or her problem. I can always find other friend. So why should I waist the energy and effort on something that will not happen.
I feel I should take a moment to point out that, hair or not I will still have a rebellious attitude.
well I think you figured it out yourself...you can't blame yourself for her hangups...if that's really why she doesn't want an exclusive relationship that's lame...but if that's just an excuse then I would suggest trying to find out the real reason...but without prying...you know what I mean?
but glad to hear you 2 are still dating...my situation seems to working out okay as of now as well
You need to look at the dates at the top. The fist part of the post is from over ten years ago. after the break is when I reread the entries and commented on them. So right now I am dating no one.