Current mood: out of breathe.
as i am thinking here, and trying to look everywhere for some kind of inspiration.. which i can't seem to find much the only thing that i can think about writing about right now would be LIFE! it's such an amazing gift from God. really, Life. we get to make our lives the way we want to. i mean sure, we all go through what we call "hard times" but, it's what makes us who we are.
life is going for me right now. it's not horrible, yet at the same it's going rather good. :] Life is something that you could change so easily by simply moving to a new city, and start over. it's awesome the creativity Life. who said one day. i think i'm going to be emo. and i'm going to do this and only do that. blah blah blah. or who said one day. i'm going to wear this brand and call it preppy, what if things weren't the way they are. it's so fun to go to new states and see the kind of people and what they're wearing how they live their lives. because you know its going to be so much different than you and youre friends.
Life just seems so good for a majoritiy of it. it makes me sad, when i hear about someone taking they're own life. its so selfish to me. why because one time, they have a hard time do they feel they should over rule God and take they're life. i don't get it. Life just seems so wonderful when you look at it as a whole. when you're 85. you'll have this wonderful chapter book to look back on and remember all the good times. and the bad. thats life. you're going to have to go through them hard times.
i really just think people should relax loosen up, and enjoy life more. you take more energy to me upset with the world then you do to be happy with it. sit down, and enjoy your friends around you. you never who's not going to be there tomorrow.
Well Bravo I say. And to just comment on one thing you've said about the whole emo thing well one day I was feeling really emotionally depressed for quite a while ( a week or so perhaps) and than I got an invitation and notice about Hope Chapel Youth Group having an EMO NIGHT where everyone dressed up as emoes, I laughed and was one of the best looking.... the irony (which only God can impress you with) was that after the night I was quite the opposite. And to say God works in wondrous ways in the life is quite the understatement. Although are we not here to lift others' spirits? just a thought....
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An Angel says hello as I say Good bye, hoping nothing may be sighed.
to lift up our friends, in every way possible
i agree. i was very very very much distracted while writing.
it's just kinda something thats been on my mind, now that i am out of high school and our out youth group. i am not around the whole emo scene anymore. but, i know that its there.
only makes me want to pray for them more.
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Well yeah if it's on your mind I believe it has a reason to be there..... But just to let you know, how can people take their lives...... well there's 2 different voices God is Silent but Strong and the Demon screams and shouts. There's no way for anybody to be able to listen to God unless their heart is willing, I admit my knowledge of God's blessing is THE reason I still stand hahahaha. lol
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An Angel says hello as I say Good bye, hoping nothing may be sighed.
i am only the way i am today, because i have God's love in my heart. and i can see life as a whole. and not as a sad day where i'd rather die.
sure, i've had those days, (not really. but you know) and the devil does do alot more screaming at us, to get us away from God. theres those of us, who can stand up a little long than others. :]
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lol, I should like to meet one who can stand-up for such a long length.... But it is not I you speak of, because I am too foolish to entice the serpent to do such villainy to me. But That is where the mind is sourced because the heart is flooded with tears and the mind in all its logic proves that God Does Love me, and if my story ends today I will never know about "Happily Ever After"s
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An Angel says hello as I say Good bye, hoping nothing may be sighed.
life wasn't always the grand for me.
no no no. there was a day where i was always hurting inside. but
i've come to know my Lord more and more. and i've got the blessing of a wonderful boyfriend who helps me with that everyday. :] i do truly believe my boyfriend is a huge part of why i am the way i am today.
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hahahaha as your boyfriend has strengthen you So have my Numerous Rejections cause my vines to wrap and cling to God. hahahahhaha and so is my dependence on God, a great deal of sorrow by satan himself has allowed me to be so utterly dependent on God in the darkest of Shadows. lol hahahaha
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An Angel says hello as I say Good bye, hoping nothing may be sighed.
i've had a good share of sorrow for myself, that has gotten me closer.
it's only helped me greatly to have him there to always lift me up, and tell me i'am loved.
help me when i can't do it on my own.
but i've done and had alot done to make me the person i am today. he's only been a huge help the past 3 years.
<33 Miss Shorty <33