It seems that the jerks are everywhere. This guy was supposed to call me or something because we were going to go to some thing in his hometown for fall break, but he didn't. In doing that, he lost any of the respect that I had for him. That is one thing that I can't stand in people. I had liked him before that, but now, I don't really any more. I just wish that people wern't such jerks.
I hate it. Gah. Oh well I guess.
Riot | Three Days Grace
If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
So ripped off so stepped on
You're not the only one
Refusing to back down
You're not the only one
So get up
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
If you feel so filthy
So dirty so fucked up
If you feel so walked on
So painful so pissed off
You're not the only one
Refusing to go down
You're not the only one
So get up
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
Just get up
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
Let's start a riot, a riot
Let's start a riot
That song pretty much describes me right now. I wish I could start a riot or scream or something.
At least I didn't do anything that I regret with him, so I don't feel that bad for myself. I just feel like a fool who trusts to easily.
I guess that is all the ranting I have for now.
Night and laters.
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If I when my wife is sleeping
and the baby and Kathleen
are sleeping
and the sun is a flame-white disc
in silken mists
above shining trees,--
if I in my north room
dance naked, grotesquely
before my mirror
waving my shirt round my head
and singing softly to myself:
"I am lonely, lonely.
I was born to be lonely,
I am best so!"
If I admire my arms, my face,
my shoulders, flanks, buttocks
again the yellow drawn shades,--
Who shall say I am not
the happy genius of my household?
-William Carlos Williams
I'm sorry, this is irrelevant. I just love your name- it reminded me of my fav poet! I don't know if you intentionally named yourself after this poem and already knew of it, but here it is.