There is just so much going on right now. Currently I am:
In a relationship
Doing highschool
Doing grade replacement (extra classes)
Have a job (13 hours a week)
Meager social life
Looking for scholarships
Applying to colleges
Stressing over SATs
It's so much. I'm probably borderline nervous breakdown. I've been refusing myself sleep so I can do online classes, I've probably spent over $20 in energy drinks in the past week. And I still haven't started all my online classes. Oh my gosh there is so much going on. I would like to quit my job, but then I would have no money to enjoy myself. But 13 hours is manageable. I want to finish these online classes, but they aren't information, then questions. They would be much more accomplishable that way. Scholarships, how is my financial crisis going to be when I'm ready to start college? When I finally submit my early application to USF will it be accepted, will I get their personal grants? When I go to college, what is going to be my living situation. I'm moving into an apartment, but what about room mates? I don't think I can sleep tonight. I need to finish my current classes, then I start Physics and Precalculus and Government. That's going to be even more stressful. How am I still trucking? All I know is that I AM going to graduate on time. And that I have 3 more energy drinks in the fridge.


