Nowadays we have so many options. From the time we first go off to kindergarten everyone tells us that we can do whatever we want. We grew up in a world of choices. As Carrie Bradshaw once said. "Does having so many options make us unable to make a choice, or can we really have it all?" Well sorry to upset, but we can't have it all. I was up until 2:30 tossing and turning because suddenly all of these tiny choices I had yet to make were bouncing around in my brain like Mexican Jumping beans. I am realizing that I am not one to be mediocre by choice, to spread myself too thin. There is so much that I want to do with enough time left over to bullshit. I think I came to a compromise with myself on somethings, but the fact of the matter is, I am worried about the effects of the choices I make.
If I had the world at my disposal what would I do?
If I had NO competition, what would I do?
I saw a scholarship on fastweb about "your dream job"
Rolling Stone. I go to shows with Steve's band, and I take pictures..I WANNA DO THAT! With famous people. I want to watch them snort coke like kids in a candy shop. I want to travel the world, and have my pictures published. I want the school. ahh.. photojournalism..
My dream job? absolutley.
"I won't change for you...I can't change for you..."
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