My CLOCK got SHOT!

there is so much around in the world and sometimes you have to explore the possiblities to open your life. when you explore the world and not in a geographic sense, but as in examining and dwelving into the diverse jobs or organizations, clubs, whatever. Sometimes when I watch a film I don't understand why they don't give the character jobs that are rare or unique. Jobs that people have, but aren't glamorous or overused. How many people are lawyers or cops or waiters. what happened to the people who are movers, carpenters, people who make clocks. I was looking at walmart yesterday. While my aunt and cousin were shopping for his pants I looked at some stuff down this aisle and it had clocks. I looked at the multitude of clocks. It wasn't that many, but they had unique shapes or styles of architecture. One I really liked was one a silver chrome like one and it had silver balls as the numbers; they were attached to these slender black metal rods, the hands were the same slender black. It looked neo bachelor paddish. Not that that's why i would get it, but it's different. I like buying different things. That's my whole point. Look at the world differently. Upside down. Downside up. Or inside out. Outside in. Look at people differently. Instead of outside, what's inside. Now you know what's inside, what's your inside in connection to their's. Look at the conjuction of organizations that sponser the world activities. Not just golf, but what about a endangered species organization. If you like blue. Try purple or black or mix. Mixing is good. Just realize that there is a way to look at things for society, but be different. Juxtapose the world and it's views so that you can juxtapose yours. Paradox and mix and jumble and love the random. Love the diversity of a unique angle. Like that clock. It doesn't have to be this one way. It could be another way or both. Try it, explore the endless possibilities the world gives. And if you don't believe in God, look at the world. Look outside of the world. Then look at you. Do a 180. where are you? where is the tree? why is the tree there and not you? why is that cat a cat and not a cat dog? how is there light and energy from it than dark. why, where, and how?